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This eve S call me, ask me how i go to find her tomorrow. I suddenly don't know what to reply because i have forget about this. then i told her next time i go. suddenly feel myself very useless. Just now she still ask me in msn, why recently you sound no mood. Suddenly feel that this question is hard to answer for myself.

Recently i really change a lot. Y and S feel that. I feel myself don't really talk much like last time, i hate fooling around, i like to stay home, i like staying alone, i wish i got place to rest, to release, i'm so happy when fish say tomorrow we go genting. I wish to enjoy my time there even is just me and him, i hope can have an enjoy, peaceful and Win journey. HAHA! Maybe can have a good talk with fish.

Really sorry dears, especially to S and Y because these days i look cool towards your conversation. Because i really got many things don't know where to express, who to release and maybe i should say how should i start. But very weird and funny, eventhough nowadays not much things make me happy and smile, but things that pas make me laugh when i flash back. haha!