enjoyable sat nite

18/4/09 night friends come and find us for dinner, zi ying, yi hou and jack. We have a great drinking section with games. Full of laughter whole night, i feel very happy having fun with them. But when the fun end, i'm thinking of him, a friend who is far away who i never hear about him for so long. How is he now? Have he found a job? Is he happy there? Everything is just a zero, i just want to know some news about it, but i never got the news within 1 month time. I Hate myself for thinking of my friend, because i know i won't have the chance to meet him again. i tried so hard to forget but till now i never success. Every moment no matter at home, at work, before sleep, after sleep.......